Yat HaYaTi

today i started my day with confident (such a productive)...

i made a good job today, i finished my work excellent, i satisfied what im doing today... 

coz i learned from my mistakes yesterday! now, i able to run and do my job smoothly.. with confidence and faith dat i can make a better that i had done b4!!

a true quote, mistakes is the best experience to teach people change to more better..

 i should not just feel regret what I've done, but it must come with determination to do not repeat again in future .. dats more important! gud luck yat... keep it constantly.. don't let mistake turns u down

Yipiieeeeeee

being a secretary is not easy job to do.. i hope i could be a multi-tasking secretary can presented to all colleagues instead of my boss.. the problem is i still don't know how to be a good, productivity, efficiency  and knowledgeable secretary yet i was being secretary for 4 years... 

lately im always do mistake, i can't fluently speak when briefing my boss' schedule, i don't get notify what programs running, officers movement.. up going meeting amendment cause distraction of my lack information and alert  and the worst part i was forgetful.. i can't recall previous schedule even for last week or couple weeks ago..  clumsy and sometime i feel my boss keep sigh exile when i unable to answer him question and give him detail oriented.. constantly repeat mistake again and again..

at early 2012,  i'd determine my self to be good secretary and enhancing my skill to wide scope and most important, i want my performance increase or at least keep maintain.. i don't bother to get nominate for award, but what i want, what i need to be good appearance and multi-tasking secretary toward my boss.. apparently i failed to accomplish my goal! embarrassing my self in front boss like clarify my self dumb!

whenever it is, i still thankful coz God gimme a understanding and patient boss.

never yelling at me.. instead he taught me how to handle particular things..

he will correct me when doing wrong

he's kinda generous man, not assertive

and most thing, he able to manage him self when i was not around, (taking leave or examination).. he did not required someone to take over/standby at my ofis... waaa... bagussssssss sgtttt

p/s boss: tq dato'... i'll learn from my stupid mistake... i'll try do not attempt to doing twice.. tq for give me a chance to i build up competency of my job

morning people....

as usual, Monday will be morn (-.-)day for everyone...

i can't denied that im also behaving like bear at arctic pole...  its quite funny video.. try laa to google this freaking funny video..kelakar gila..hihihi

neway... ttik tok tik tok today is 1st October, new day, new month, and got new challenges to be done!  we're more half way through 2012. i just can't realize time passing so fast..  I'd almost near to accomplish my target before this year end... alhamdulillah..syukran YA ALLAH

by the way, today im gonna make short writing throughout my activities last weekend...

1. its Traumatic Situation  when i was trapped in lift for almost 15 minutes at level 13 ALONE with breakdown air condition system and poor maintenance workers..

its happen on 7.22am.. im just arrived at MINDEF, and usually taking lift next to auditorium.. there has no crowd people to get reach lift at the time...

felt so uncomfortable i can't breath easily and sweating due to breakdown system..and i was terrified if lift will plunged over from level 13... lucky the maintenance come over (service late) and unlock me inside the lift... so scary!

2. New Gadget... Tq my beloved boyfriend bought for me new phone.. i was super excited and appreciated!! i don't know how gonna expressed my deepest love to u.. but what can i say is 

I LOVE U SO MUCH & LOVING U UNTIL JANNAH INSYAALLAH

 

4. i'd "Reconcile"  (actually im just sulk) wif my dear friend after 3 week we been keep silent for moment... at last she ask apologize... felt sooo00 good, relieved, and at the same time felt awkward coz we never have quarreling or offended each others

3. small REUNION after 12 years leave primary school... even rendezvous just 5 members, but it still quite memorable...wedding is the best way to rendezvous school members... its such a trend in nowadays! trust me!

time is ridiculously passing by so fast... most of my friends is married... congratulation dear friends, im pray for your happiness... till now im still bachelor life, but its ok... i'll use time wisely to fulfill my needs.. married is not about build a new life together but should encountered with shelter and daily needs. buying properties and life insurance. before we plan to get marry, there have sort of thing we need to prepare..  thought is a big challenges.. therefore im try to allocate finance and search property for my future..

for those who got married, they know exactly what is priority to be prepare in daily life... the necessities such as car, house, clothes , food  for wife and children should be adequate ... isn't burden some to husband prepare all those thing? that's why woman nowadays prefer to work out,help their husband to provide comfort  life style to their family together.  life is challenges especially when u live in KL.. everything need money, high maintenance, no buku 555.. life become so demanding. so those living KL, try get guide to how spending saving and living wisely... for me tooo

btw... there's still so much that i have yet to accomplish before step through to my big event some day!! let go through 1 by 1...

1.Study = i got  to finish my studies... i put this as my priority at the moment.. know im in year 2, got through  2 1/5 year more! uwwaargghhh, is long long way time to graduate... hope, god gimme a strenght to detemine my dream

2. HOUSE = im just recieved offer letter from BPP, required me to sign OL and acceptance offer  for house loan.. my requirement just for 200k, but they agreed to give extra 11k, since the property price is 240k... Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah, he give me more sustenance to have my own house at this age...  im bought this special for my parents actually.. InsyaAllah by the end of the year or early 2013, we'll moving to new house... assumed this as my present before i get marry. i love u ibu n abah! it was such a relieved

3. Career = im still keep searching if have any position to apply instead of being as a secretary... i need movement in my career..  in need new enviroment and something to experiencing, where im eligible to fill vacancies ... hey, u working in gov sector laa... blh ke?apadaaa

3. Marrige = to be honest, im not ready yet to moving forward in marrige life.. (**due to spend money for my study) eventhough, im really2 want to!! we're really do want to begin new life.. apparently we've to re-arrange our big day plan due to some circumstance!  In time i can see Mr. IM's effort, he work so hard to collect money and funding for our future and same goes to me.. i do have my own money saving.. alhamdulillah once again, Allah give me more sustenance... our target to get marry on 26 at least!

People around keeps on bugging me quite frequent. especially when they asking about marry.  sometimes is bothers me.u guys makcik2 & pakcik please laaa... when SERUcomes, i'll officially announce and invite a u..puas hati kan! am i too ANDARTU and desperately need husband? I'M JUST 24 years old laa.... apalaaa having those kind of thought... ok laa... dats enough for today...

will come back soon... im try to update regularly my blog, since fb bored me lately...hehehehe... still activate, but none status update...tadaaaaa

Morning2.....

exhausted day to working out...hahahah...

after long weekend since last Thursday, today got to get work as usual...haihhh...

mental n physically disorder...

well i gotta update random stories

1st- last weekend was absolutely fun! thanks guys who did came over to my open house...

it is so pleasured meeting u guys.. almost 7 years we didn't meet each others.. (PLKN & SMTJ)

thought this is small reunion for us..

but no picture taken.huk3.. xpe, next time ok!!

2nd- meet up a lil' girl, humayra! i never see her since she's 6 month old..  now she 2 years old... grew up so fast like such a prettier baby girl ever... she hug, kiss my cheek hundred times and sometime being so defensive toward me and crying coz im playing to give her sampul duit raya.. hehehe..u r so cute my lil' baby girl... i can't wait to celebrate new baby born this upcoming October (my own niece) ... ***blh ke kalu ckp camtu?...hik3

3rd- I wanna blog-out lil' about someone who called as best friends...  how feel when u invited her to come but she didn't show up till end... explain nothing or telling u anything??.. u called her, but she didn't answered. ok, probably she's busy at the time. but at least gimme a msg then i'll get it and understand.. it's appropriate rite...  My mighty god!  in-coincidentally, i saw her go out with someone, perhaps her brother or who else.. but she knew i stare at her... i don't know whether she doing in purpose or ignorance until today...!

how do u feel?

...........devastating................

i thought she is the my besties but, she is not at all...

even this kinda small matter, but can split and interpretive me about friendship..

I've been try hard do everything for her... put aside priorities, lend shoulder to make her comfort when time she need .. but why she can't spend a moment with me?  she ain't appreciated our friendship...

hurmmm..watever...

 'broken-up friendship'

i have nothing to say,you've made tremendous effort to keep distance, but god repay me a new friend...

life is like spinning wheel, when u doing this, it may come around u sooner or later... im not pray for this, but i hope u can appreciate what friend means about someday..

im not blogged this to decry u, but it just my expression what im felt 

**pathetic 

lets put aside, i don't want this harm my happiest day! by the way, i think this is a big feast ever did! it went well and favorable..  almost 200++ guess come to my house and addition, my parents invited ummu atiqah's orphanage as well to celebrate our last eid month and maybe this is last time before we move to new house, InsyaAllah...

its quite embarrassing when u able to write, speak and listen English well but u couldn't do even better in formal way such an examination.. its turn out worst!!.. oohhh, I'm so envious to you guys. it can't be denied...huhuhu!

disappointed with my carry mark result..! even though dats not too bad at all, 

but its personally quite shame to me!..

 i knew, my weakness in writing paper... according to my lecturer, i can fluently speaking (impromptu speech) and listening well.. apparently i need to struggle and improve my writing and as well as learn deep about English.. its not only you about every single words, but the way you complete your verb,especially grammar.

to become as an officer someday, i have to practice use English  to every single things indeed.! i can make an effort through blog-out, despite trying to copy and paste words from internet.. but its ok...  more often i'm try, it can enhance from time to time. practice can make perfect right?

okkk, start from now on! ples be determine your goal, and do not speak without action...ngeh3...

gud luck yat! thanks god give me super-duper friends around, can give help whenever i need them. tq guys.. friends indeed till the end!

p/s: ples correct me when im doing wrong... it help me a lots......... muuuahhhhh

....SaLaM.....

it's been a while im not updating my pity blog.... huh!

seems everyone busy to make preparation for own Open House... 

yet, im also will do open house for all friends.. im with pleasure to invite all of u to coming to my house on 15/9

 neway, this is 2nd weeks we had raya... 2 weeks to go before end of syawal

well, this year is not really pretty source of joy for us.... why do I say this?

something found incomplete on 1st raya...

why?

Usually on 1st syawal, we will back to mom's hometown at Singapore after sembahyang raya.. 

to be honest, the situation totally different when 1 of family's members went out...

my brother was celebrating his first raya with wife's family.. it sound weird rite? no, it's commonly happen for newly married couple.. whether husband following his wife or otherwise

no matter what, he has a reason and we understood his wife's condition.. 5 days before upcoming syawal,

my sis-in-law was through minor operation at her *****
it's like dying when saw my sis-in-law carry their first baby with such critical time..
 fortunately everything fine.. we thankful to you Allah,

and that a reason why he's unable to joined us back to hometown and celebrate together as always...

btw, Syawal is a great month to everybody

it is blissful one, come once a year!

rendezvous all siblings and relatives 

seek for forgiveness, forgive and forget

most variety palatable food served at table to be done

and most important, 

everybody happy and joy!

have wonderful raya peeps!!

let's entertain some randoms pic was taken