Yat HaYaTi

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

HYE THERE…

Today im woke up late…normally I wake up around 5,45.. but today im getting late… y not. Juz imagine 4 4 days im wake up late..hahahaha…lucky im not drop out my bus… n im arrived early to my ofis fortunately … not 2 rush prepare document to be present 4 my boss coz he have meeting in another department this morning…. Last night it was weird… noe wat??Coz there have something happen in my house area at da late night.. RELA force has come to arrest PATI were accommodating in Malaysia with illegal...

It was noisy n make in wake up at the late night… im juz thinking off skeptical there have something going on…they knocked the door with harsh n I heard a voice in order to open the door instead of they will broken up the door… they have no any way to make them open the door n RELA Force broke the door ultimately. The situation make me up n go down stair to go toilet… normally when I go down, I will switch on the lamp then suddenly someone has knock my window.. when im open there have someone of RELA Force asked me 4 scissor.. I’m like silly billy n juz dizzy when she ask for it but im feel so mad coz she is assertive...no manner + vulgar + swelled head… no thanks n no appreciated…. afterwards I go upstair, then my mother asking me what they asked for me?? I juz tell her n she express her angry wif da people.. Rude less.. But gone is gone I hate to think off…. Dats y im getting late today.

That is not first time being in my house area.. I know among of community in my place totally concurred by PATI… coz there has so many building construction in my area to be urban place one day… even I felt uncomfortable in first time ago, but I have to accept n face with da people.. They juz working here.. as long as they do not do any problem or criminal I can stand n live without any anxiety..but illegal still illegal… they should be arrest n turn to hometown..huhu..so pity on them… instead of I happy 4 dat coz decrease some of them… n I can go out from my house with freedom..wat??Freedom?? not yet… myb someday…. Whenever, I can share wif u guys… I don’t care if nobody views my page… I juz do it for my self… but 4 those who will to read, im really appreciate.. at least there have someone interested to noe bout me..yeah!!

What about my work today?? Dats nothing interesting to share… juz do my work as usual…. But im feel bored if my boss ‘not home’ hehehe… he never shouting me n we’re close…I mean, closer as boss n staff does not think negative… I hate to have scandal wif people…he treats me as a staff n myb as his daughter as well… I try to vanish wat people think about boss n secretary having scandal…but its not easy…coz people can say anything… just ignore wat other people say YAT… as long as u noe wat u do is rite.. So far so good… I love to working here… even there have something going bad towards me… but I try to kept it as a venture of my service n I’ll be giving the bestest … regarding from ex-staff experience, she told me dat she unhappy to being here.. I do not noe y she said dat… she told me n stay here for I time.. and I will noe it.. juz look n see… I had one time dat make me feel down… thnx God coz I got strength… kak ct is only one person give me one faith n supported me… I got many frend here but she is only one dat know my feeling deep inside….when im feeling down, she cooled me, when im cried, she persuade me… she is inspired me to face all problem n try to solve it properly without hurt and burden anybody.... put your hand way up high YAT n say good bye 4 Thnx kak ct…

Hehe…by da way, im really miss my dear hubby.. iskandar, im really love u…thnx coz being a part of my life…n da whole my life u only my one…. u noe wat dat im really love u???Today is raining… very hard raining but I tried trough da rain… it sound like Mariah carey song… I can make the through da rain…I can stand da once again….hehehe…in my soul...in my heart..Deep inside… really miss u so much…I sing a song 4 u my love….